It happens. I missed a day. I was doing so well too! However, I have decided not to worry about it. I realized it right around 11 p.m. last night and decided I was too tired to type something up. It had really been one of those days.
I am a reader. I love books. The issue when I read is that I tune everything and everyone out. I get so focused that I forget the real world is happening. I had taken a break from reading last week to see what it felt like. Go figure, dishes got done, things happened with the hubby, grades were inputted, litter was cleaned and the blog was going strong. Yesterday, I fell into a book series, actually two. This means I am not up moving, I forget to do the things I need/want to do and I just read. Not really healthy, at all.
This also leads to short tempers, miscommunications (I’m not actually listening when people are talking), arguments and of course nothing happening. By 11 p.m. I was truly wondering who would miss me if I wasn’t here today. Hubby and I had argued and then he left for work (early) so we didn’t really resolve, although we did text, my oldest child can’t make Mother’s Day, I did something to upset the daughter and she told the youngest she “needs space”, although I can’t actually recall talking with her recently, and of course the argument.
Tears were my companion as I went to sleep last night, I woke up multiple times in the middle of the night, sometimes with anxiety, sometimes still crying. Good news, here I am today. Kids have projects to work on, AP exams to review for and the end of the year to look forward to. My resolution, get through the day.
I pulled a tarot card today (something else I had not done yesterday), got the 3 of Pentacles again. Guess I need to be looking at the amazing kids I have, let them be busy in their own lives and minds, and figure out the new journey in front of me. I must have done something right, 3 of Pentacles says it all paid off in a positive way.
Today the oils are Breathe Easier and a Citrus Cream Blend. Happy scents, happy moods and just maybe a happy day!
Have a great one…I promise to get back to informative stuff soon.